crock pot ribs

what a beautiful day for the world to end!

i just need to vent for two seconds

if somebody is avoiding people
you should probably just give up and leave them alone for a while.

not email their entire family and ask/insist that there is more you can do to
contact this person
who is avoiding you.

i hate to say this: but it's REALLY really not personal.
it's not that i don't like you.
i just DONT WANT COMPANY.
I DONT.
im CRANKY,
im pregnant, i dont fit in any clothes almost,
and i dont want to sit and chit chat about how close
to delivering i am and how uncomfortable it is!

i just would appreciate being left alone

unless you're family
because we have eternity so i'm used to the idea
of you being around and i like you.
and you're not pushy! holy moly!


okay vent done.

tonight is crockpot ribs.
i LOVE ribs.

if i wasn't pregnant i would be dragging brandon down to the shed and pulling out the canoes and jumping in some river somewhere.
slash riding bikes down the canyon
slash finding a pick your own farm and bending over for hours to get the best
strawberries i can find.
slash lying in a pool in a cute swimsuit.

brandon wants to stay inside.
i can't believe him.

but i guess after a year in the desert sun in afghanistan, you cant really blame him for avoiding the sunshine.

i think i sunburned my hands.