april what?

Today was april fools day.

Today, i forgot it was april fools day.

Today, i realized i'm old.

ish.

what kind of person doesn't celebrate april fools day!?! and old one.

boo hiss!

also today someone asked me if i was having a girl because i am carrying super wide.
"your hips and curves, they disappear when you carry a girl. you're wide all over, so when i saw you i knew you were having a girl right away."

yeah.
it's been a good day.

it HAS though.

even though today i threw up for the first time ever in a car and got carsick,
i met some wonderful people and had a delicious lunch from kneaders via elaine (mom-e) (my mom calls it nerdies, i love going there and i chuckle each time because i hear my mom's voice saying "lets go to that nerdies place!")

b and me went to dinner for the first time in three months! it's been so hard to not go out all the time and to actually cook and save money but it was worth it for this one night out. babies are expensive! and this peanut needs to have a good good start and cushion love nest to land in. just in case.

i never thought panda express would feel luxurious.
it did.

farah and my other sil brooklynn came over and decorated for the baby shower tomorrow and i am so so so excited the house is BEAUTIFUL and smells like stargazers (and now chinese food.... hopefully not s much that one tomorrow. :) ) there are flowers everywhere and cute bunting signs and party treats and pretty EVERYTHING. i feel very lucky to have had them come over- i was feeling really stressed about the whole thing because i'm not so great at social events (typically) and tomorrow is general conference and stuff but its gonna be great! even if it's just me and a few people poppin in and out i already feel so loved.


i wish grace was here to see it all! i need to take pictures.


now the only exciting thing left is NEXT WEEK ISH, my mom is coming up and I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER! AHHHHHHH I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER! I MISS MY MOM SO MUCH I CANT EVEN STAND IT SOMETIMES and i never tell her because i try not to think about it. that and i get my fix by talking to her almost every day, but truly she is the best! she has this amazing power to completely calm me, and i am so happy to be around her. i get chills thinking about how she is coming. anyways! happy april foolz, i hope you all f0oled someone realll good for me since i missed out this year... maybe. the day isn't over yet! maybe i can pull the
just kidding im not pregnant april fools!
not.