Bully times.

Okay

I need help.

Professional help.

I can't say no to people when I want to, and if I do- I do it wrong. I say, well, I kinda can't or well, I kinda have stuff to do.

I'm always kinda.

I always ALWAYS put myself last, and I put other people first, so it BAFFLES ME
when people take advantage of me. Because I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO SOMEONE. NOT EVEN SOMEONE I DON'T CARE FOR.

But, it shouldn't.


Why are you such a BULLY.
AGRAGHRHGH.


I need a therapist.
So I can SOLVE this stupid issue.
Instead of calling my mom, crying, and wanting to scream and tear my hair out.